.

假期了,
却从未感受到应有的气氛...
期待了很久,
过得却比平常还快..

今天已经是第四天了...
想想,
九天的假期如今已度过了接近一半了,
却什么都没有完成...
等待我的依然是读不完的书...做不完的功课...理解不了的课业...
还有...即将要到来的考试...

今早,
原本拟定和一班老友去沙滩的,
可是雨却迟迟不肯停..
计划都泡汤了..

我深信,
现在很多地方都已淹水了,
两天不停的倾盆大雨,
两天的雨量明显足以和整年的雨量势均力敌...
KOMTAR 就在里我家的不远处,
这是我在那么近的距离,
却感觉不到它的存在..
它..
完完全全的被云给遮着了...

一片茫然...
正好符合了我的心情...
眼前一片茫然...
头脑一片茫然...
心情一片茫然...

最近超爱上了音乐,
那种和以往不一样的感觉,
不能自拔...
我读书的时间已经逐渐的被音乐占据了...
被一个从小到大的梦想占据了...

一篇不知为何下笔的部落格...
一个不想放标题的文章...
可能是近期太不常更新了吧...
也可能是因为雨...
所引发的心情...

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no doubt, is holiday now,
but it seems like still cant found the holiday atmosphere...
is been waiing this holiday for so long time,
but it seems like pass through faster than before...

today already the 4th day of the holiday,
already gone through almost half of 9 days raya holiday...
i try to re-think an re-think,
thats still nothing i have achieved...
there is still lots of book waiting me to study,
still mountain of homework waiting me to finish,
still many subjects needed me to understand it...
and the worst thing,
is the final exam just around the corner...

morning,
planning go to pantai keracut with a gang of old frens,
but rain told us all the story,
we are keep on waiting for the stoppage time,
but at last our plan is floated by rain...

its been non-stop raining for 2 days,
the giant monster heavy big rain keep on falling without hestitate,
the rainfall of these 2 days is nearly equal the amount of whole year rainfall,
and there are many places been floated already..

KOMTAR,
just nearby my house,
but now i cant even felt it existence,
it already been fully covered by the cloud...
it just like magic,
60floors building can suddenly become nothing in my view...

its all blur view,
just like my mood now...
in front of my eyes all blur...
inside my brain all blur...
nothing i can really do now beside let myself keep on "blurring"...

lately,
i become more and more addicted to music...
its the feel totally different like before,
i kenot even pull myself out of it...
slowly and slowly,
my study times a little bit a little bit overtaken by music times,
been replaced by a childhood's dream...

this is a blog which i dunno why i write for,
and a blog i have no idea to put any title of it,
maybe its been long time not updated already,
or...
is because of rain...
lead the feeling to this blog....